4.15.21 8:54 pm

 It was a hard day for a variety of reasons and i’m just so sad. so sullen. I love you and I miss you more every day. the farther I get from you the more I miss you. the more forever apart seems impossible. I long for you. I still do. Your Dad and I have been working on your casket all week and last week. it is in many ways our final act of love for you. it is the last we have for you. but it’s also not. I am working on your unfinished work on this earth. on your legacy. I’m forming it in your image and discovering you every day through this work. I love you my baby