5.9.21 8:31 pm

It’s been 4 months and a day since you left us. since you left me. today is mother’s day and my arms are empty. my first without you. supposed to be my first with you. the pain is unending and choking any real joy from my life. laying here crying and wanting you back. the bargaining is over. the reality has set in and you are gone from me forever in this life. I love you my Ollie. I would give anything to have you back.